13.2.14

I want it painted black



I see a red door and I want it painted black
No colors anymore I want them to turn black
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes

I see a line of cars and they're all painted black
With flowers and my love, both never to come back
I see people turn their heads and quickly look away
Like a newborn baby it just happens ev'ryday

I look inside myself and see my heart is black
I see my red door and it has been painted black
Maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the facts
It's not easy facing up when your whole world is black

No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue
I could not forsee this thing happening to you
If I look hard enough into the setting sun
My love will laugh with me before the morning comes

I see a red door and I want it painted black
No colors anymore I want them to turn black
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes

Hmm, hmm, hmm...

I wanna see it painted black, painted black
Black as night, black as coal
I wanna see the sun, blotted out from the sky
I wanna see it painted, painted, painted, painted black
Yeah

Hmm, hmm, hmm...

Rolling Stones - Paint it Black

Make Up of the Day 13.2.2014 Yellow and Green

Geek Chic Cosmetics Eldritch and Continuum, Lumene mascara and Wet n' Wild black eyeshadow as eyeliner. Lipstick a pink one I can't remember what it's called, I have it in a small jar...







Cuteness Overload: Billie the Tongue Dog













30 Day Photo Challenge: Days 10 and 11 Childhood Memory and Something Blue

I'm doing a double post this time, because I'm not sure if I'm able to be online that much tomorrow. I need a day of rest every once in a while.

My childhood memory is my Little Fox (I named it that) which I've had since I was a year old, love the thing to pieces which is why it looks so crummy these days! (S)he's been by my side for all my life and through all my hospitalisations and everything. Even in the operating theatre when I got my new heart! Had a hospital mask on and everything!




For something blue I wore my dad's dark blue shirt since I don't really have anything blue, I don't like the colour that much. I also took photos of a plaything for Billie which she's now completely destroyed! You can try guessing what it used to be!